“When kids make gross face, parents say, "One day your face is going to stick like that." I'm afraid that one day my panic's going to stick and it's going to be my entire life, every second, and there will… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“Bein with them is like walking in after a play has already started. You try to slip in quietly and find your seat, but… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“The moment I drove away in September I felt like someone was following our car with an eraser, rubbing out my old life.” — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“It's weird to hear this again - to hear how I was perceived by people before they got to know me. Some of the… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“When I try to save other people am I trying to save myself? Am I covering up for my lack of strength by putting… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“Most days I go home crying and my dad tells me welcome to the real world.” — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“I am trying to find myself in all of the chaos, find something that I can call me inside the screams and inside the… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“An eye here, lips there, all misplaced and disjointed, all make sense.” — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“Little whit pills for calm and quiet, for sense of a composed face in a broken mirror.” — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“Is this what all the years of schooling were for? To prepare me for this Sense of being stuck in the middle? What was… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“She says it's like a switch - a big red PANIC switch - gets flipped in my head and I can't turn it off.… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“I'm trying to decide what's worse. Someone being gone, but still out there, or someone being gone forever, dead. I think someone being gone,… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“Protection does not come in a bottle. It is in me, in my actions, in my thoughts. I am the best medicine for myself.… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“I am not happy. I am not unhappy. I am frozen somewhere in the middle that is so much worse. I am nowhere. Nothing… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
