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“Before he began destroying the stock, he was aware of no intention to do it. The only correlative to the impulse that he could think of – and this was a thought that occurred to him mid-act, as he hefted a three litre jar of psychofuel above his head, the top of his skull lifted off, holes drilled…” quote by Matthew De Abaitua
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““Before he began destroying the stock, he was aware of no intention to do it. The only correlative to the impulse that he could think of – and this was a thought that occurred to him mid-act, as he hefted a three litre jar of psychofuel above his head, the top of his skull lifted off, holes drilled in his spine, anger playing him like a flute – was when he was a recidivist in his addictions, and would find himself honking up the grokk without really wanting it.””

Matthew De Abaitua

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

A desperate, chaotic impulse can arise from addiction, leading to self‑destructive actions despite awareness.

In simple terms: Addiction drives harmful actions even when recognized.

Key Takeaway

Recognize and interrupt addictive impulses.

Themes

addiction destruction impulse control

Mood

tense reflective

Type

cautionary literary

When to use this quote

  • substance abuse
  • compulsive behavior
  • stress coping
  • risky decisions

Key Concepts

psychology behavioral compulsion self‑sabotage

Questions to Reflect On

  • What triggers your harmful impulses?
  • How can you create safeguards against them?
A Different Perspective

Self‑awareness may be insufficient without external support.

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