"Turn my back on the world..." the historian repeated…
““ "Turn my back on the world..." the historian repeated softly and slowly, his head moving to face the mage. "Turn my back on the world!" Emotion rarely marred the surface of Astinus's cold voice, but now anger struck the placid calm of his soul like a rock hurled into still water. "I? Turn my back on the world?" Astinus's voice rolled around the library as the thunder had rolled previously. "I am the world, as you well know, old friend! Countless times I have been born! Countless deaths I have died! Every tear shed - mine have flowed! Every drop of blood spilled - mine has drained! Every agony, every joy ever felt has been mine to share! "I sit with my hand on the Sphere of Time, the sphere you made for me, old friend, and I travel the length and breadth of this world chronicling its history. I have committed the blackest deeds! I have made the noblest sacrifices. I am human, elf, and ogre. I am male and female. I have borne children. I have murdered children. I saw you as you were. I see you as you are. If I seem cold and unfeeling, it is because that is how I survive without losing my sanity! My passion goes into my words.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
A character reflects on being the world, bearing all experiences and emotions, showing the weight of history and personal sacrifice.
In simple terms: He feels he embodies all of history.
Key Takeaway
Accept the weight of experience.
Themes
identity
history
sacrifice
Mood
melancholic
introspective
Type
literary
philosophical
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When to use this quote
- personal reflection
- role‑playing
- historical narrative
- ethical dilemmas
Key Concepts
existentialism
memory
responsibility
Questions to Reflect On
- How does bearing history affect you?
- Can one stay objective?
A Different Perspective
May romanticize suffering; not all readers relate.