“I can't bare to think how immature people can be. to be so disrespectful and so unappreciative. if anything you should shun me. i've been told that it is not my fault and I am just the child. well I'd rather be at fault then to watch innocent family members be punished for my stupidity and actions. i was wrong in many ways and that I will confess. i will no longer grieve nor be depressed, to do so would be lowering myself to your level and that I will not do. with my actions I have brought misery and lack of trust to my family. i cannot see how one can be so selfish to ignore the suffering of the poor child stuck in the middle. they say over time this too shall pass, well... to stand here and watch the ones I love most suffer from a problem I created I will not do. it may not be today or tomorrow but darling soon I will make things right and put closure to this family feud. i may or may not make things better but it will eat me up inside until I at least make an effort to try.”
