“You say your there for me but when I really open up to you , you just dont want to see you act like you care but when I have these thoughts and break downs I ring and your never there you dont know what Its like, to want to die take the rope, f**k life and hold on tight when I tell you I want to die, its no word of a lie its all building up, Im weak, I just want to surrender the fight I cant sleep at night, cant sleep anymore my constant pain, my constant heart sore all the thoughts of death, I have and suicide I tell you about them, why do you expect me to hide”
