“I am really tired of this looking at the ground thinking about the one I miss and I try to stay strong yet the feeling is still pain I had seen you die I had seen the look in your eye still thinking of it makes me cry and all I want is to forget or wish that we should of never met at least maybe you would of been alive now. I keep telling myself I should of went not you ...How? How is this possible am I in a nightmare maybe I am in a coma waiting to wake up somewhere I wish I could go back and stop you from your death we could of been together that would of been the best this is why I yell at god because he took you away from me is that his punishment on me to take the life of the one I need then your nothing to me god your false your fake you should of choose my life to take instead of making a mistake.”
