“~i've cried myself to sleep for days when you told me you couldn't help me with anything because you're a father figure to your girlfriends 2 kids when you could've been a father figure to me. why dont I matter anymore. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I just wanted to let you know that. I dont know how to say it even to write it because your sacrifices are alot. I feel really guilty with you . I'm sorry because I cant be your daughter that you can be proud of. Dad, please forgive me dad I know everything you do. have your own reason and I know all of this because of me Dad thank you very much, without you is who I am today. from you daughter that I once was and that you've forgotten about.~”
