“~How can you trust anyone when you have been lied too countless times before how can you believe that someone cares when everyone who ever cared has walked out on you how can you know if it is really love when everyone you love all went away how can I stand up and not be ashamed when I have been beaten down and bruised before. how can I be courageous when I have been taken advantage of so many times before. how can I fake happiness when people think I am alright how can I show God I really love him when I have made shameful mistakes how can I show that I am strong when right now I am so weak. how can I act like I do not care when it tears me apart inside. how can I let someone in when that trust has been broken how can I show someone how I feel when I have been torn open how can my heart be filled again when it has been broken countless times before. how can I let them in my life when they all leave anyway how can they understand me when I do not understand myself. How can I get them to see when I realize this is not how I want life to be. how can I make things better when everytime I try it becomes worse. How will life be complete when God is not in my life. how and when will I become right. < 3”
