“How can I stand up and not be ashamed When I have been beaten down and bruised before How can I be courageous When I have been taken advantage of so many times before How can I fake happiness When people think I am alright How can I show God I really love him When I have made shameful mistakes How can I show that I am strong When right now I am so weak How can I act like I do not care When it tears me apart inside How Can I let someone in When that trust has been broken How can I show someone how I feel When I have been torn open How can my heart be filled again When it has been broken countless times before How can I let a guy have my heart When there is no heart left to take How can I let them in my life When they all leave anyway How can they understand me When I do not understand myself How can I get them to see When I realize this is not how I want life to be How can I make things better When Everytime I try it becomes worse How will life be complete When God is not in my life How and when will I become right When I begin to pray and try < 3”
