“~Dear dad, I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you since you got your new family I dont know what to do to make you want to see me or talk to me. its been 5 years since i've seen you. doesnt that make you a little sad? I love you but I hate you 3 years later I feel like I should give up trying to talk to you, you dont even know what I'm going to college for: its been what i've wanted to do since 7th grade. its nursing and I'm going to make it big. and youre going to miss out on everything you;ve told me you'll be there for me and it hasnt happened yet. I dont understand why you keep lying about it to me. you were my dad before you were with her and had your real family that should count for something.”
