“It's funny how nice you could be, or cheerful for that matter, but the people around you still count you as someone negative. Being cheerful, for others to be happy doesn't always work out and being advisable may at the end not be your thing. A feel of guilt is felt, and you surrender, and just leave to find a place where this cheerful attitude, could once again bring joys to others. And then you still keep searching, for eternity, the positiveness which you could spread.”