God Quote by Philip K. Dick
““After he saw God [Tony Amsterdam] felt really good, for around a year. And then he felt really bad. Worse than he ever had before in his life. Because one day it came over him, he began to realize, that he was never going to see God again; he was going to live out his whole remaining life, decades, maybe fifty years, and see nothing but what he had always seen. What we see. He was worse off than if he hadn’t seen God. He told me one day he got really mad; he just freaked out and started cursing and smashing things in his apartment. He even smashed his stereo. He realized he was going to have to live on and on like he was, seeing nothing. Without any purpose. Just a lump of flesh grinding along, eating, drinking, sleeping, working, crapping.” “Like the rest of us.” It was the first thing Bob Arctor had managed to say; each word came with retching difficulty. Donna said, “That’s what I told him. I pointed that out. We were all in the same boat and it didn’t freak the rest of us. And he said, ‘You don’t know what I saw. You don’t know.’ ””
About This Quote
Source Novel: VALIS by Philip K. Dick, 1981
A man who briefly perceives a divine presence becomes despondent when he realizes he will live without further transcendent experiences, feeling life is meaningless and mechanical.
In simple terms: Seeing God once makes ordinary life feel empty.
Find meaning beyond fleeting revelations.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- grief
- loss of faith
- daily routine
- mental breakdown
- search for purpose
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- What gives you purpose when extraordinary experiences fade?
- Can ordinary life hold meaning without divine encounters?
The quote may overstate that loss of a single spiritual experience erases all meaning, ignoring other sources of purpose.