““I feel like starting to live again Edward. I feel like making the mistakes I've always wanted to make, but never had the courage to, facing up to the feels of panic that might well come back, but whose presence will merely weary me, since I know I am not going to faint or die because of them. I can make new friends and teach them how to be crazy too in order to be wise. I'll tell them not to follow the manual of good behavior, but to discover their own lives, desires, adventures, and to live.””