“I'll do anything to not be alone 'cause when Im alone you know I'll. . . I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I'd left behind And they rip me apart and I realize. . . Don't be alarmed, I have to lie Take everything and keep it inside. I know I'm sick and I'm not right. Im so tired of living this life, I made for myself, I'm sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light. I hope this explains my problem to you, because I feel like this every night.”
