“The pain I feel.. its unusual.. it kills me slowly.. I can barely breathe.. everyday it gets harder to live alone.. but I guess people do it every day just like me.. ive just been so numb I never realized what I was actually doing.. but its for the best so I cant stop now.. I cant stop being depressed.. its like a drug it hides my true feelings and leaves me with an empty feeling inside like I'm nothing but thats all I want to feel because if I knew the truth I couldnt handle it.. I'm not strong enough.. and I'm not gonna stop being depressed.. its my life.. and you cant change me..”
