“Tonight I'm dying. I'm done with this pain Done with people taking everything. I'm done thinking I'm insane. Do e with getting mad at anything. Tonight I'm crying. I'm done not being truthful and lying Done not showing myself, instead hiding Most of all, I'm done fighting. I just want to give in Commit God's greatest sin Just take a bottle of pills And pray that's all it takes to kill But still I think is this really Do I truly want to die? Do I really want to say goodbye? Or is this all just a lie? Yes I want things to get better Better then Tina's fucking letter But I'm so fed up with this sorrow That's what's making me not want to wake up tomorrow I'm sick of my nightmares Sick of my fears Sick of love Sick of the man above Does anyone care about me? Can anyone open there eyes and see? This goes on to show How much I want to go Please someone help me I plead I am a person in need A friend is what I need, indeed My pain grows on me it begins to feed All I need is someone to tell me no Tell me to hold on and not let go Is anyone out there? Does anyone even care? Or will they continue to look through me with a stare? Tears pour out My friends, my parents they know nothing about This new me If only they would have open there eyes to see I'm dying tonight.”
