“Last night as I try to fall asleep all I think about is running away or committing suicide but I try to stay strong and not let those thoughts bother me! Call me an attention seeker, call me worthless, call me a bitch, call me a slut, call me anything but I can promise one thing those words hurt but I'm use to it even tho it hurts! I wanna die but something stops me! I haven't figured it out or anything but I know my life is fucked up and honestly cant get worse! Fuck you, Fuck life, Fuck everything!!”