“I wake up and remember what happened last night he left me and spit my heart in two. I went to bed crying over all my sorrows, pulling out a razor blade, I slit my wrists, the pain feels so good numbness conquers my whole body as I sit there and bleed blood covers my wrists and dtips on to my pillow those stains will rest there forever. forever thats what he told me the two of us together and forever. I think somemore and find that love is a lie. somehow it dies and the scars are here to prove it.i hate the fact that he is out there with the other girl. times pass by and I still lay in my bed I told him that my life belonged to him he no longer wants it. so neither do i, I get out my razor blade and cut myself for the last time. the blood that rushes out of my wrists will soon kill me. this is the end of me, this is the last writing I will ever make. GOODBYE WORLD!!!!! this is my suicide. as the gun is placed at my heard I wrote this although noone will care, I never wanted to live someone should've been born in my place. I'm only a failure, a nobody. although I never knew joy I dreamed about it but then I'd wake up to this world to my family your all welcome I'll finally be gone. I know how you all hated me. I heard all of you . sorry that your time is wasted reading this. I know how you dont care, just burn my body for a fast funeral. I am CRAZY. I dont think you all even knew so when I'll die, I'll be gone, gone for good. if there is a heaven and a hell I would rather suffer for all eternity. Heavens happiness would be a stranger to me to my one true friend. I know you saw this coming although you didnt know it. your calls stopped me in the past bugt not now although I may have smiled and laughed they were all fake. just so people wouldnt be dragged with me even know I'm not sad because I'm doing so much good by finllay being gone. as these final moments pass I remember a quotes. What seems like the right thing to do could also be the hardest thing you have ever done. in your life in my case its Suicide. finger on the barrel my final words are said YOUR ALL WELCOME YOUR ALL WELCOME”
