“Everywhere is still everything is restless in my heart I hate the way this feels suddenly I'm scared to be apart. The days are dark when you're not around the air is getting hard to breathe. I wish that you would just put me down I wish that I could go to sleep. Loving you is suicide Don't know if I should go or should I stay? I'm tryna to keep myself alive knowing there's a chance it's all too late. But I heard you say you love me. That's the part I can't forget and I wish that you'd come save me cause' I'm standing over the edge. I should let you go tell myself the things I need to hear but my brain is wired wrong. That's why I'm loving you when you're not here. Feels like I drown in your every word and every breath that's in between. Somehow you got me where it really hurts And it's killing every part of me. Loving you is suicide. I don't know should go or should I stay. I'm tryna to keep myself alive knowing there's a chance it's all too late. But I heard you say you love me that's the part I can't forget. And I wish that you'd come save me boy cause I'm standing over the edge.. loving you is suicide and my world's about to break I've had as much as I can take and love is a long way down. Loving you is suicide and it's getting harder everyday. I'm tryna to keep myself alive knowing there's a chance it's all too late. And I'm way past every moment but I'm still determined to fight and I know it's taking all my strength to give emotions alive. Loving you is suicide”
