“I feel its okay for me to pretend that Im okay, but I know its killing me inside. Im pushing away all the people I love && it really hurts. Sometimes I just want to be left alone.Nothing can stop me now because I dont care anymore.But its ironic because thats how I live my life. I smile on the outside, and everyone thinks Im doing fine, but Im always dying inside, always one step away from the edge you know? I cant be happy to be who I am, because I dont know who I am anymore.”