“Every time I came home it was this wonderful home coming, but I knew it couldnt last, I was throwing houses and gifts and cars at a problem that could only be solved with me being home more, I just couldnt do that. She used to complain every once in a while that the new house felt cold with out me but home was an increasingly difficult concept for me, it was like I was living two lives that was worlds apart. As we grew more and more successful everything became a bigger luck for us, more parties our lifestyles, it wasnt even about being smart, you just had to be fun and you draw more and more sites which meant more and more money which meant bigger planes, bigger buildings, bigger cars, bigger houses and ofcoz bigger egos.”
