“It's really sad to be the last option. It's even sadder when you still accept knowing you were the only thing left. It's the worst when you finally think you were his first option only to be brought back down when the first option is avalible again. you can't even be sad about it since you knew it was going to happen. You just want to be loved. Is that so hard? So you sit back and watch their love unfold just hoping you can be someone's first option.”
