“'Torn between 2 Lovers' I love you but I can't be with you. You came to late into my life. My love is taking already by a person who was there before you. When you came into my life I ask the question, can a person have 2 soul mate? The way I love you is for real cause my feelings don't lie. I fight myself & my God thinking it is alright to love 2 person at the same time. Every time I hurt myself trying to find a way not to hurt either of you. For me to really love, I know I have to give up on loving one of you. I hate the feelings that because of I loving someone, it hurts someone else whom I also love. My choice that I have to choose only one, is my punishment that I accept for loving both of you. I will live with my pain as a memory to our love !!”