“All he needs to do is look at me and the butterflies come. I drives me crazy…when he talks to me, his voice is so calm and sincere. He'll listen to me and I listen to him. I've known him for a while now...it seems like it was just yesterday when I first looked into his eyes. Something took hold of me. I think it was obvious that I like him. But how can I not? He is amazing. I like his friendly personality, determination, and confidence. Sometimes I just want to tell him how I feel. But every night I bury my head in my pillow and cry in fear. Fear in rejection...fear of admitting I like him...fear of admitting he is my weakness. I could swear that he is the only thing breaking me down like this. I hate liking him. I want to tell him about my feelings and get rid of them. I want him to reject me already so I can cry for the next few days and get back to normal…but that's not true. I don't want him to reject me.”
