“I feel empty confused hurt numb disoriented mad vulnerable insignificant blurry tired sweaty overwhelmed temporary anxious” — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“I am left with a feeling and I cannot tell if it's emptiness or fullness.” — Samantha Schutz Emptiness Copy Share Image
“Most days I go home crying and my dad tells me welcome to the real world.” — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“It feels like I have a raging fever, like my insides are melting. This must be what it feels like the moment… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“I am having a hard time throwing off the skin that I pick and peel.” — Samantha Schutz Hard time Copy Share Image
“I am so close to the edge that I could vomit, so close that it would be easy to jump.” — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“Putting the potential for damage into someone else's hands is scary. I have to have control, even if it is the power… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“I don't think that I am happy, but then again, I don't know. Sometimes I get so caught up in the process… — Samantha Schutz Fitness Copy Share Image
“When kids make gross face, parents say, "One day your face is going to stick like that." I'm afraid that one day… — Samantha Schutz Entire life Copy Share Image
“I don't like this idea It is too much focus on something I am trying to forget I am afraid that this… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“She says it's like a switch - a big red PANIC switch - gets flipped in my head and I can't turn… — Samantha Schutz Panic Copy Share Image
“When I try to save other people am I trying to save myself? Am I covering up for my lack of strength… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“It's weird to hear this again - to hear how I was perceived by people before they got to know me. Some… — Samantha Schutz Truth Copy Share Image
“When the shivering and shaking stops, I know that I will be okay, but my jaw is still tight, and my knees… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“I have only a general sense of the pain, of not being able to control my body and my thoughts. All I… — Samantha Schutz Pain Copy Share Image
“Death is the period at the end of a sentence. Someone gone, but still out there, is an ellipsis...or a question to… — Samantha Schutz Death Copy Share Image
“I am not happy. I am not unhappy. I am frozen somewhere in the middle that is so much worse. I am… — Samantha Schutz Unhappy Copy Share Image
“I wish i had been there to hold his hand,brush the dark hair away from his cloudy blue eyes..whisper to him over… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
“I shut my eyes and see a pocket of darkness. I want to fold myself flat and crisp, slip inside of it… — Samantha Schutz Copy Share Image
