“This hurts more than anything else because I cannot stop it.” — Samantha Schutz Hurts Copy Share Image
“Everyone is looking up toward us, but I am looking back.” — Samantha Schutz Looking Copy Share Image
“I am left with a feeling and I cannot tell if it's emptiness or fullness.” — Samantha Schutz Emptiness Copy Share Image
“I feel empty confused hurt numb disoriented mad vulnerable insignificant blurry tired sweaty overwhelmed temporary anxious” — Samantha Schutz Confused Hurt Copy Share Image
“I have been telling myself that these feelings are new, but they aren't, I just didn't connect them before” — Samantha Schutz Feelings Copy Share Image
“I am having a hard time throwing off the skin that I pick and peel.” — Samantha Schutz Hard time Copy Share Image
“I am so close to the edge that I could vomit, so close that it would be easy to jump.” — Samantha Schutz Jump Copy Share Image
“It feels like I have a raging fever, like my insides are melting. This must be what it feels like the moment… — Samantha Schutz Fever Copy Share Image
“Most days I go home crying and my dad tells me welcome to the real world.” — Samantha Schutz Crying Copy Share Image
“The moment I drove away in September I felt like someone was following our car with an eraser, rubbing out my old… — Samantha Schutz Drove Copy Share Image
“I don't like this idea It is too much focus on something I am trying to forget I am afraid that this… — Samantha Schutz Afraid Copy Share Image
“When kids make gross face, parents say, "One day your face is going to stick like that." I'm afraid that one day… — Samantha Schutz Entire life Copy Share Image
“I don't think that I am happy, but then again, I don't know. Sometimes I get so caught up in the process… — Samantha Schutz Fitness Copy Share Image
“Putting the potential for damage into someone else's hands is scary. I have to have control, even if it is the power… — Samantha Schutz Self destruct Copy Share Image
“I wish i had been there to hold his hand,brush the dark hair away from his cloudy blue eyes..whisper to him over… — Samantha Schutz Dark hair Copy Share Image
“I shut my eyes and see a pocket of darkness. I want to fold myself flat and crisp, slip inside of it… — Samantha Schutz Shut Eyes Copy Share Image
“Death is the period at the end of a sentence. Someone gone, but still out there, is an ellipsis...or a question to… — Samantha Schutz Death Copy Share Image
“I am not happy. I am not unhappy. I am frozen somewhere in the middle that is so much worse. I am… — Samantha Schutz Unhappy Copy Share Image
“Most days it feels like I am watching a movie where the sound isn't in sync, the speed is all wrong. Either… — Samantha Schutz Movie Copy Share Image
“Where you are and what you are doing is something you have done dozens of times before without any problems Recognize that… — Samantha Schutz Strong Copy Share Image
“I crave broken men. When I try to save other people am I trying to save myself? Am I covering up for… — Samantha Schutz Crave Copy Share Image
“I am fearful of romantic dinners, huge crowds, dusk - of normal things- afraid to be loved, the one thing I want… — Samantha Schutz Fear Copy Share Image
“I visit him a few times downtown while he paints. We talk about how he's going to Spain for the fall semester… — Samantha Schutz Artist Copy Share Image
“I am jealous of the little kid spinning around near the fountain. What would these people think if I were to start… — Samantha Schutz Greatest accomplishment Copy Share Image
“I can't believe no one else can hear I am screaming inside my head. Things are moving too fast. I am going… — Samantha Schutz Scream Copy Share Image
“I'm trying to decide what's worse. Someone being gone, but still out there, or someone being gone forever, dead. I think someone… — Samantha Schutz Death Copy Share Image
“The panic, a voice in the distance -loud enough to hear, but quiet enough to ignore.” — Samantha Schutz Anxiety Copy Share Image
“But shouldn't a limitless possibility of bad open the spectrum for a limitless possibility of good?” — Samantha Schutz Possibility Copy Share Image
“It's good to know that I'm not the only unsuicidal person thinking about killing herself.” — Samantha Schutz Dying Copy Share Image
“We need a voice from the outside because our own voices cannot be trusted.” — Samantha Schutz Voices Copy Share Image
“I feel like a marionette - like someone else is pulling the strings and I have no choice but to comply.” — samantha schutz Marionette Copy Share Image
“I am in a house. I am in one room and my anxiety is in another. It's close. I can feel it.… — Samantha Schutz Anxiety Copy Share Image
“I want things so bad that I force them, push them until they tear.” — Samantha Schutz Force Copy Share Image
“I cry and wonder how I'm going to fall asleep because sleeping means waking and going through all this again” — Samantha Schutz Cry Copy Share Image
