“We put an extraordinary amount of effort into how we appear, or wish to appear, trying frantically to construct a sense of… — Marya Hornbacher Identity Copy Share Image
And so I went through the looking glass, stepped into the netherworld, where up is down and food is greed, where convex… — Marya Hornbacher Death Copy Share Image
I have never been normal about my body. It has always seemed to me a strange and foreign entity. I don't know… — Marya Hornbacher Body Copy Share Image
“By November, you wish you were dead. You want nothing more. Every day, every fucking day, you run up the steps of… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
“The lesson of daily spiritual practice is not a complicated one and requires no special equipment; we are simply learning to love.… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
The idea began to sink in, more than it ever had, that I might be crazy, in the traditional sense of the… — Marya Hornbacher Amen Copy Share Image
“And when, after fifteen years of bingeing, barfing, starving, needles and tubes and terror and rage, and medical crises and personal failure… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
“Nothing in the world scares me as much as bulimia. It was true then and it is true now. But at some… — Marya Hornbacher Bulimia Copy Share Image
“At the lip of a cliff, I look out over Lake Superior, through the bare branches of birches and the snow-covered branches… — Marya Hornbacher Addiction Copy Share Image
“You begin to forget what it means to live. You forget things. You forget that you used to feel all right. You… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
“The leap of faith is this: You have to believe, or at least pretend you believe until you really believe it, that… — Marya Hornbacher Addiction Copy Share Image
Madness is not what it seems. Time stops. All my life I've been obsessed with time, its motion and velocity, the way… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
There is never a sudden revelation, a complete and tidy explanation for why it happened, or why it ends, or why or… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
“We take a certain sick pride in the fact that we know the caloric and fat content of every possible food on… — Marya Hornbacher Food Copy Share Image
“I wish I could find words to explain what this kind of cold is like – the cold that has somehow gotten… — Marya Hornbacher Cold Copy Share Image
“• At 1 A.M. I'd pull on my coat, my boots. Walk down the stairway, out the door, down the long driveway… — Marya Hornbacher Beauty salon Copy Share Image
People with eating disorders tend to be very diametrical thinkers – everything is the end of the world, everything rides on this… — Marya Hornbacher Action Copy Share Image
“So what are the spiritual principles that we want guiding us as we interact with others? I can think of a few… — Marya Hornbacher Empathy Copy Share Image
“You cannot explain, with the limitations of language and inexperience, why your body can cause such a sudden, fumbling response in someone… — Marya Hornbacher Body Copy Share Image
Madness will push you anywhere it wants. It never tells you where you're going, or why. It tells you it doesn't matter.… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
“This is the weird aftermath, when it is not exactly over, and yet you have given it up. You go back and… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
“I learned very early to choose my lines carefully. I still have a terrible habit, when people pause too long between words,… — Marya Hornbacher Fashion Copy Share Image
[I] learned ... that friends are a good source of food and soul when one has not yet gotten the hang of… — Marya Hornbacher Copy Share Image
“Death is a fascinating thing. The human mind continually returns and returns to death, to mortality, immortality, damnation, salvation. Some fear death,… — Marya Hornbacher Death Copy Share Image
“We feign disinterest and laugh, and creep into the kitchen some nights, a triangle of light spilled on the floor form the… — Marya Hornbacher Empty space Copy Share Image