“Tears flow down my cheek I'm sitting in the bathtub feeling worthless and weak dig my nails into my skin, then rub anger filling my lungs and I begin to think why does it feel like no once cares all I want to do right now is sink into the ground, its only fair all the young ones who deserve to live, had to go and left the world all alone I should be the one dead, I know I dont know who I am or where to roam they knew and they're gone and I'm all alone in this world that has no love where everything is going wrong nothing has a correct tone there is no difference in whats true and the lies you dont know which one is which anymore young peoples lives passes by fast and flies and all ido is slam the door get away from the problems just for the second at least I just wish I could solve them kill whos causing this, kill that beast so I fill the tub with water close my eyes and lower my head my life flashes through my eyes and I hear laughter I open my eyes and realize I dont have to be dead I was once happy what happened its all gone... none of it left I'm either sad or mad all the time is there an end an end to it I lower my head again.....and ask does anyone love me?i close my eyes and wait till I'm dead no more pain no more sadness no more tears no more smiles though no more family no more anything... what did I just do”
