“I wouldn't really call this a crush, because I know him...I know like everything about him. I talk to him everyday, but yet I can never have him. He's right next to me all the time, but yet I can never have him. It's like I'm speeding down a street in a car trying to catch up to him. Sometimes I slow down because an obstacle is in my way, but then I speed up again. I turn corners and ride over bumps. I never seem to catch up to him, but I still keep trying.”