“I was raised in a family where I went to church every Sunday and was taught the importance of faith and God in our lives. It doesnt matter. It doesnt help me. I got hurt¦ bad¦ when I was a child. I was hurt in a way that no person, no little child should be hurt. I think about suicide on a daily basis¦ sometimes its all that I can think about. Ive been hospitalized for attempts before. Ive been put on medications to help the depression¦ the mental disorders that doctors are so quick to diagnose. Im sick of it all. Why should I bother trying anymore? Im not even afraid of dying. Im not afraid of pain. I just want to leave this world. Please pray for me. Im tired of trying.”
