“I think I'm at the point where I've liked you for so long that it's just an automatic response for me. I don't know if I really still do, but whenever someone says your name, my heart races. But I have a feeling that's just the way it's going to be for a while. I know, I need to move on and I will, but I'll take sometime. I'm not strong enough to suddenly move away from one amazing person that's been in my mind forever..”