“I think I'm at the point where ive liked you for so long that its just an automatic response for me. I dont know if I really still do, but whenever someone says your name, my heart races. but I have a feeling thats just the way its going to be for a while. I know I need to move and I will. but it'll take sometime. I'm not strong enough to suddenly move away from one amazing person that's been on my mind forever”