“I don't need you attention Don't need it to stay alive All I need right now is Myself Me and my fucking knife So shut up and leave me Please, just go away I don't need all this bullshit Maybe another day You can't help me now I have to do this on my own Go listen to your own shit I beg you, just leave me alone! Give me a moment for myself I need to safe my life It will all be okay Don't worry about that knife Won't kill myself this evening Just some scratches which I need I know you won't understand But on the inside I allready bleed You've allready accepted my wounded inside So please accept the outside too I know it isn't a great solution But it's the best thing I can do The injury I'll cause Won't be as bad as the ones inside But you won't see them They're much easier to hide Someday, I won't need it by knowing other ways to express But for now I need it It's the only way to control this painfull mess!”