“I cant stand the girl in the mirror: Shes made so many stupid mistakes. Shes a failure. She cant seem to do anything right. She cant fake a convincing smile. She spends her nights crying. Shes irresponsible. She has too many flaws to name. She is an idiot. She cant seem to please her parents. No matter how many times anyone tells her shes beautiful, she cant see it, wont allow herself to believe it? I cant stand the girl in the mirror, simple because she is nothing close to the girl I want to be. My life has been a dark tunnel. . . Full of pain, fear and loss. Everyone who has ever hurt me..”
