“Feeling scared to tell the one I truly love has made me feel very sick.My stomach aches very badly making me feel like my lungs will explode as my heart beats too fast like I'm having a heart attack. I need her in my life because I never felt so happy like this before like I do with her. I need her to understand that I know she is my soul mate, my best friend and my world. Marry me my love. I'm very miserable without you”