“Dont ever let my laugh fool you, theres a lot of pain behind these troubled eyes. they have shed tears from people who gave me pain and when I'm alone they begin to rain. these ears have heard screaming lying. I'm sorry whispers and denying/ I want to believe them, I'm fucking trying. my smile has been my acting prize its been faked through heartaches, depression and goodbyes/ theres a lot I'm hiding, but its nothing new. people only see whats on the outside, but I see right through you.”