“Corridors of self-deception and facing truth. Painful memories are no more respecting me; fall asleep and float with no permission. I drown in space then again it shows up from nothing. Many of those immemorial events invade my memory that seemed to be daft or transient. -wait Perhaps, my memory must be avoiding them - I found out that what relaxes my conscience is what often exhaust it . Well, myself you have to learn to live with this fact; Being good and doing good things is not always the right way that leads to the happiness, and peace of concious is not the gateways to the peace of mind. I will not share what I missed.”