““Kiss. It sounds like such a small word for what just happened. Sweet Zoey rubbed her body against mine and got off on it. She used me for her pleasure, and fuck if it wasn’t the hottest thing I’ve ever done in my life. Dry humping her against a wall is better than any sex I’ve ever had with other women, and all I can think about is how fucking good it’s going to be when I get inside her. No. I’ve got to distance myself. I can’t get clouded again. I don’t know if I can keep away from her. Which is probably why I should. She needs to be protected, and I obviously can’t do that while I’m with her. ''After you, cupcake.” To my surprise, she reaches out and squeezes my ass as she walks by. “Just wondering what it felt like. Okay, let’s go.” Smiling and shaking my head, I grab her bags. This is going to be interesting, to say the least.””
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