For a moment I was dizzied by the impulse to leave her…
““For a moment I was dizzied by the impulse to leave her there: shove the techs' hands away, shout at hovering morgue men to get the hell out. We had taken enough toll on her. All she had left was her death and I wanted to leave her that, that at least. I wanted to wrap her up in soft blankets, stroke back her clotted hair, pull up a duvet of falling leaves and little animals' rustles. Leave her to sleep, sliding away forever down her secret underground river, while breathing seasons spun dandelion seeds and moon phases and snowflakes above her head. She had tried so hard to live.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
The narrator wrestles with the urge to end a suffering woman's life, seeking a merciful release through death.
In simple terms: Desire to end suffering through death.
Consider compassion versus harm.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- end‑of‑life care
- mental health support
- personal loss
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- Is it kinder to let die or to intervene?
- What are the consequences of such a choice?
Moral conflict may obscure true empathy.