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That was the next-to-last time I felt any desire. And he…

“That was the next-to-last time I felt any desire. And he was pale and tall (how disgusting tall men are, such a waste of space and flesh, so uncompact). (I am hideous myself now. Discovered in new, M.C., mirror that skin is a jungle of pearly stretch marks all over. Face sags too. Always new awful…” quote by Maryse Holder
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““That was the next-to-last time I felt any desire. And he was pale and tall (how disgusting tall men are, such a waste of space and flesh, so uncompact). (I am hideous myself now. Discovered in new, M.C., mirror that skin is a jungle of pearly stretch marks all over. Face sags too. Always new awful discoveries. If could only vomit up age like the food I relentlessly wolf.)””

Maryse Holder

About This Quote

This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.

Desire fades, and the narrator confronts aging, self‑image, and bodily discomfort.

In simple terms: Aging erodes desire and self‑esteem.

Key Takeaway

Accept bodily changes and seek self‑compassion.

Themes

aging desire body image

Mood

melancholic introspective

Type

personal reflective

When to use this quote

  • healthcare visits
  • personal journaling
  • support groups

Key Concepts

existentialism psychology

Questions to Reflect On

  • How can we cultivate body positivity?
  • What role does desire play in aging?
A Different Perspective

Self‑criticism can deepen insecurity.

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