There is the staircase, there is the sun. There is the…
““There is the staircase, there is the sun. There is the kitchen, the plate with toast and strawberry jam, your subterfuge, your ordinary mirage. You stand red-handed. You want to wash yourself in earth, in rocks and grass What are you supposed to do with all this loss? In the daylight we know what's gone is gone, but at night it's different. Nothing gets finished, not dying, not mourning; the dead repeat themselves, like clumsy drunks lurching sideways through the doors we open to them in sleep; these slurred guests, never entirely welcome, even those we have loved the most, especially those we have loved the most, returning from where we shoved them away too quickly: from under the ground, from under the water, they clutch at us, they clutch at us, we won't let go.””
About This Quote
This interpretation was drafted with AI assistance. It is one reading of the quote, not the author's own explanation.
The passage reflects on grief, loss, and the lingering presence of departed loved ones, contrasting daylight acceptance with nocturnal haunting.
In simple terms: Grief haunts us, especially at night.
Acknowledge loss, seek healing.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- nighttime reflection
- therapy sessions
- memorial rituals
- creative writing
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- How do you process loss in daylight versus night?
- What rituals help you release lingering grief?
Grief may never fully resolve, leading to prolonged sorrow.