“I'd watch her, amazed at just how much a person could accomplish fueled by tea and regret.” — Katja Millay Regret Copy Share Image
“There are so many things that can break you if there's nothing to hold you together.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I don't know if I'm okay. It shouldn't be possible to be this close to another person. To let them crawl inside… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Maybe I can save her right now, in this moment, and if I can do that, maybe it will save me and… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I think you and I both know it’s Josh who needs saving. Have a good time tonight.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Emilia," he says, and when he does, it warms me to my soul. "Every day you save me.” — Katja Millay Emilia Copy Share Image
“If there are two choices, I'm usually going to pick the wrong one, but I really don't do it to be an… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“His hands are miracles. I can watch them for hours, transforming wood into something it never dreamed of being.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“My mom said that it just happens sometimes when you get older. You get halfway through with your life and you realize… — Katja Millay Disheartening Copy Share Image
“If Edna St. Vincent Millay was right and childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies, then my childhood ended when I was… — Katja Millay Child Copy Share Image
“I doubt taking in a sullen, bitter, teenage girl with more issues than National Geographic is at the center of the vision… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“We're like mysteries to one another. Maybe if I can solve him and he can solve me, we can explain each other.… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“It's all my fault! Everything is my fault and no one knows it more than me. We're all in hell and I'm… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I like finding things no one else is looking for. Things that got lost or forgotten, shoved in a corner. Stuff I… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“It doesn't matter if you do everything right, if you dress the right way and act the right way and follow all… — Katja Millay Evil Copy Share Image
“It's not the sound itself that bothers me; it's just the fact that it's loud. The loud sounds make it impossible to… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I haven't gotten better. I'm not even close to okay. The only thing I've done is to decide to get better. But… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Not my fault that you’re distractingly pretty.” I have to take a minute to confirm to the pissed off part of my… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“People who have never been through any sort of shit always assume that they know how you should react to having your… — Katja Millay Hell Copy Share Image
“...every woman has one unforgivable thing, one thing that she'll never be able to get past, and for every woman it's different.… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“You can't change the rules and think everyone else is just going to keep playing. I know what her hair smells like,… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“People like to say love is unconditional, but it’s not, and even if it was unconditional, it’s still never free. There’s always… — Katja Millay Love Copy Share Image
“The teacher, Mrs. Jennings...makes us sit in a circle. An elementary school, duck-duck-goose-style circle. This affords each of us the best possible… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“At the age when most kids are trying to figure out who they are. I was busy trying to figure out why… — Katja Millay Grateful Copy Share Image
“If I could be alone, I would. Gratefully. I'd rather be alone than have to pretend I'm okay.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I’d trade my hand all over again to take back everything I did and hear him call me Sunshine.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“And if I want to leave here without regrets, I need to know there are no more unsaid words left to haunt… — Katja Millay Regret Copy Share Image
“Everyone wants to fix me... You're supposed to be the person who doesn't want to fix me.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“-Emilia -dice, y cuando lo hace, me calienta hasta el alma-. Cada día me salvas.” — Katja Millay Amor Copy Share Image
“I wish I could have saved you," he says finally. And this is what it always comes back to. Salvation. Him saving… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“It's not that I wanted to be dead, I just felt like I should be. Which is why it's hard when everyone… — Katja Millay Grateful Copy Share Image
“He turns back to the fountain so his eyes aren't on me anymore, but I think he's still watching. "I'd ask you,… — Katja Millay Time Copy Share Image
“What would you do if I kissed you right now?' 'I'd probably let you, just to see what all the fuss is… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I will never forget what you did to me. I will never forgive it. I will never stop mourning what you stole… — Katja Millay Anger Copy Share Image
“And as much as I'm telling her to stay here, I still want her to choose to come with me. To say… — Katja Millay Sanity Copy Share Image
“I think I’ll stay in pieces. I can shift them, rearrange, depending on the day, depending on what I need to be.… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Everything in me turns on and shuts down at the same time. I am weak and strong. I am terrified and brave.… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“It's like having a ghost in my garage. I feel like I'm being haunted. With all the dead people I've got in… — Katja Millay Dead people Copy Share Image
“Sometimes it's easier to pretend nothing is wrong than to face the fact that everything is wrong, but you're powerless to do… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“And maybe I'm a liar and I do need it, because being kissed by Josh Bennet is kind of like being saved.… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image