“I'm grateful to Margot. Not that I tell her this. Not that I tell her anything. I don't.” — Katja Millay Grateful Copy Share Image
“I know that I'm safe here. But I know what dirt and blood taste like, too.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I'm wondering if I'm allowed to hate Josh Bennett, because I'm thinking I might start.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I have a black-belt in self-pity. I was an expert in the field. Still am. It’s a skill you never forget.” — Katja Millay Black belt Copy Share Image
“He's the kind of good-looking that transforms once self-respecting females into useless puddles of dumbass.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Drew fills all the silence without ever realizing that he's doing it. Josh melts into the silence like he's part of it.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“You can't change the rules and think everyone else is just going to keep playing.” — Katja Millay Change Copy Share Image
“I feel like I’m waiting here. Waiting for something that hasn’t happened yet. Something that isn’t yet. But that’s all I feel… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Sé en ese momento qué me ha dado, y no es una silla. Es una invitación, una bienvenida, el conocimiento de que… — Katja Millay Amor Copy Share Image
“Josh Fucking Bennet. By now, I'm pretty sure that if I were to find his birth certificate that is exactly what it… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Nothing else matters. If I had a penny right now I'd wish that were true; I want to believe it more than… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Good Morning, Sunshine!" Josh F**king Bennett. By now, I'm pretty sure that if I were to find his birth certificate that is… — Katja Millay Birth Copy Share Image
“I took my schedule, my map, and my abject horror and made my way to class, reading it again and again as… — Katja Millay School Copy Share Image
“Plus, once he did the requisite double-take and recognized me, he’d probably beat the crap out of any guy who looked at… — Katja Millay Brokenness Copy Share Image
“I’m going to walk over to you,” I say, taking one step at a time in her direction like I’m talking down… — Katja Millay Time Copy Share Image
“I reach up to brush my hair back out of my eyes so I can look around and attempt to determine what… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“He tears apart faces and puts them back together whole, like I would a piece of music. I could play it a… — Katja Millay Faces Copy Share Image
“I need to know that there's a way for people like us to end up okay. I need to know that there… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I need to know that there even is such a thing as okay, or maybe not just okay, maybe even good, and… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I've forgotten almost everything about my mom so I try to make myself think about her more. Otherwise, I'm afraid one day… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Seeing Josh is my homecoming. I didn't tell him I was coming back. He doesn't say anything when he sees me, and… — Katja Millay Communication Copy Share Image
“I'd sit in a circle and a bunch of people who'd been through as much shit as I had would look at… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I don't know how to say it - after all this time, I'm not even sure that I can - but I… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“And if there is any part of my heart left to break, it breaks with his confusion.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Because it's good when you find one that does mean something. Makes all the empty ones worthwhile.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Maybe if I could have lived with that slight imperfection, I wouldn't be living with such a huge one now.” — Katja Millay Imperfection Copy Share Image
“You're right. He doesn't look at you sideways. He looks right at you and doesn't even tried to hide it.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“If I'm going to be rejected, I'd like it to come complete with humiliation.” — Katja Millay Humiliation Copy Share Image
“There's a reverence in the way he kisses me that frightens me, because it's the most wonderful thing I've ever felt.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I imagine she came out of the birth canal holding a cupcake and a spatula.” — Katja Millay Birth Copy Share Image
“Then, I'll find an empty restroom and check my hair and fix my lipstick, or as we cowards like to call it,… — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“So, you actually cooked tonight?" He regards me skeptically. I snort. Because snorting is attractive.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“Daylight won’t protect you from anything. Bad things happen all the time; they don’t wait until after dinner” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I’m not trying to capture one face. I’m trying to capture all the faces.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“You have no reason to trust me.' 'No, but I trust you anyway.” — Katja Millay Intelligence Copy Share Image
“No matter how good he looks right now, Josh Bennett without work boots & the smell of sawdust is all sorts of wrong.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image
“I love you, Sunshine, and I don't give a shit whether you want me to or not.” — Katja Millay Love Copy Share Image
“You can put a name on anything, call it whatever you want, doesn't make it real. Doesn't make it true.” — Katja Millay Copy Share Image