~Words hurt and words cause pain. words coat your heart in…

“~Words hurt and words cause pain. words coat your heart in a vast lonely stain such words have made me wonder inside am I worth being here? am I unique; am I alive I've been called some pretty nasty things in my life. Honestly words I didnt know anyone had to the nerve to say. I didnt know words were capable to be so rough Words have made me brittle;one crack is enough After that crack I surely will break. and I'll realize everything I am is a mistake. Everyone knows and nobody cares. and all my family is just left unaware Pity party? yeah I have those all the time. I wish to be like you Confident and sublime. but no I'll just lie here worthless and alone. Misfit. the world a sphere and I a cone All those words have made me bitter. My Friends I hear them chirp, I hear them chitter the second I turn is the second they say that I'm pointless and worthlss and should just go away or go die The things that they say! but never to my face. I know that they're right I'm a failure a disgrace. Sometimes I think the world would be so much better if I had never existed never shown my scarlet letter I have those days when I just want to give up and give in Im such a klutz; i've stumbled and i've sinned. For years I felt as if I had no escape; no way out. but then I started writing and i've found what life is about”

— Angel_eyes