Books Quote by Zadie Smith
““She wanted to read things -- could not resist wanting to read things -- and reading was easily done, and relatively inexpensive. On the other hand, that she should receive any praise for such reflexive habits baffled the girl, for she knew herself to be fantastically stupid about many things. Wasn't it possible that what others mistook as intelligence might in fact be only a sort of mutation of the will? She could sit in one place longer than other children be bored for hours without complaint, and was completely devoted to filling in every last corner of the coloring books Augustus Blake sometimes brought home. She could not help her mutated will -- no more than she could help the shape of her feet or the street on which she was born. She was unable to glean real satisfaction from accidents. In the child's mind a breach now appeared: between what she believed she knew of herself, essentially, and her essence as others seemed to understand it. She began to exist for other people, and if ever asked a question to which she did not know the answer she was wont to fold her arms across her body and look upward. As if the question itself were to obvious to truly concern her.””
About This Quote
A girl’s intense focus on reading and coloring reveals a tension between self‑perceived inadequacy and societal expectations of intelligence.
In simple terms: Struggling with self‑image despite dedication.
Embrace personal passions without needing external validation.
Themes
Mood
Type
When to use this quote
- school
- parenting
- creative hobbies
- self‑discovery
Key Concepts
Questions to Reflect On
- How does society define intelligence for children?
- What role does self‑acceptance play in learning?
May romanticize struggle without addressing systemic pressures.