“I'm tired of crying myself to sleep over you whilst your going around having fun and acting like I never existed I just wish, just wish that deep down inside you that you wanted me as much as I wanted you but I know that is never going to happen now is it. Sometimes when I see you I get flashbacks to the very first time we met and when when you spoke to me I blushed,i just wish those memories were still reality but I know that will never happen”