““I don't even know what this is, Kenji." I meet his eyes. "That's the problem. I don't know ho to explain it, and I'm not sure I understand the depth of it yet. All I know is that whatever this is, I never felt it with Adam." Kenji's eyes pull together, surprised and scared. He says nothing for a second. Blows out a breath. "Seriously?" I nod. "Seriously, seriously?" "Yeah," I say. "I feel so... light. Like I could just... I don't know..." I trail off. "It's like I feel like, for the first time in my life, I'm going to be okay. Like I'm going to be strong.””
