““Do you want this, Jonas? Do you want to see what this thing between the three of us is?” “You mean sex?” Jonas asked tentatively. I hesitated with my next words because I knew the weight they carried. I knew that saying them would change the trajectory of my life forever. I shook my head. “It would be so much more than that,” I admitted. “I can’t speak for Cole but I want everything with you, with him.” Jonas””