“~This is my suicide, as the gun is placed at my head I wrote this although noone will care, I never wanted to live someone should've been born in my place, I'm only a failure, a nobody, althought I never knew joy I dreamed about it but then I'd wake up to this world to my family your all welcome I'll finally be gone. I know how you all hated me. I heard all of you , sorry that your time is wasted reading this. I know how you dont care, just burn my body for a fast funeral . I am crazy I dont think you all even knew so when I die I'll be gone, gone for good if there is a heaven and a hell I would rather suffer for all eternity. < 3”