“~how close to I have to be to make you see how bad this sadness is taking over me, how long do I have to stay silent? to make you see I'm holding back my tears. how long do I have avoid you eyes? to make you see looking at you will cause me to cry how long will it take you to understand I'm only smiling to hide this pain. one day if you feel likg crying call me, I wont promise you that I'll make you laugh but I can cry with you. if one day you want to run-away dont be afraid to call me I dont promise to ask you to stop but I can run- away with you. if one day you dont want to listen to anyone, call me I promise to be there for you but I also promise to remain quiet but one day if you call and there is no answer come fast to see me perhaps I need you~”
